I Got Knocked Down!

I'm not sure what is wrong with me! I've been knocked down and I can't get up. I'm down-- really, really down. Yet I have no reason to be down. When I think logically, I know I am a very blessed person, but I'm not always able to think logically. I try! But I usually fail.

When I jog I listen to Chumbawumba's song "I Get Knocked Down." The chorus really speaks to me right now during my crisis:

"I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down

I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down"
                        
I am trying to get up!